Silent Moon

The darkness from Heart by Teodora Balaj

The white light of the moon is shining
Lighting the darkness from my heart.
The window’s open and the wind slips quietly inside my room.

The silent music of a lonely night…
Another day has past of this hell that trapped me inside.
I struggle every second to break free,
But even though I don’t have any chains to bind me.
I can’t more.
I can’t talk.
I don’t care.
I can’t feel anything…
The stars are sparkling bright in the night,
The wind it’s blowing in the silence of the dark.

I am alone inside my dream, it’s quiet and it feels real.
My eyes looked down on the little table
Where the old letter was put.
I wanted to read those words,
But everything seemed pointless now.
I can’t bring time back to the start,
I can’t correct the way I thought,
I can’t bring back the feeling,
Or the hope that tomorrow will be better.
It can’t.
It won’t.
There is not enough time to either
My heart started beating faster,
A rush took over for a couple of seconds.

I took the letter and put it inside the drawer
Tomorrow won’t be better
And deep inside me I already knew it.
But maybe, I’ll get courage to read those memories again,
Tomorrow or the day that comes after…
I'll still be here, the same old me that has to live.

Forever lonely, lost in a past.
I look again for one last time at the moon,
The bright shining stars that are always there with me at night
My thoughts and my life hopes... I try to forget about the past
The pain is still here, the loneliness seems stronger,
I close my eyes and so another day... of pain has ended.